Learning that:
1) I didn't need to play big triple AAA games because that's what "everyone" was talking about. "The discourse" doesn't matter and most people have bad opinions, and most triple AAA games are just not meaningful experiences to me so like...fuck it who cares?
2) Somewhat related: if I was playing a game and didn't like it, I could just STOP. I played FFXIII to completion! What the fuck?! Why did I do that?! I hated every second of that game!
3) It's okay to play a game, get really far, and just lose interest. You don't have to feel guilty about it, it doesn't matter.
4) You don't have to fight with randos on the internet
Oh and beating PS2 Shinobi on the hardest difficulty, that shit was WILD